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OPENING LINES (Or early lines in stories!) If you really want to hear about it, the first thing youll
probably want to know is where I was born, and what my lousy childhood was like, and how
my parents were occupied and all before they had me, and all that David Copperfield kind
of crap. In Africa,
you want more, I think. People get avid. This takes different forms in different people,
but it shows up in some form in everybody who stays there any length of time. It can be sudden.
I include myself. Royal
Beating. That was Flos promise. You
are going to get one Royal Beating. The night
was almost warm. He and Rawlins lay in the
road where they could feel the heat coming off the blacktop against their backs and they
watched the stars falling down the long black slope of the firmament. In the distance they heard a door slam. A voice called.
A coyote that had been hammering somewhere in the hills stopped. Patrick
Blatchford was in love with Rose. This had
become a fixed, even furious, idea with him. For
her, a continual surprise. He wanted to marry
her. He met his
father in the lobby of the St. Angelus and they walked up Chadbourne Street to the Eagle
Café and sat in a booth at the back. Some at
the tables stopped talking when they came in. A
few men nodded to his father and one said his name. After
Christmas she was gone all the time. He and
Luisa and Arturo sat in the kitchen. Luisa
couldnt talk about it without crying so they didnt talk about it. It was a
fear greater than death, according to the magazines.
Death was number four. After
mutilation, three, and divorce, two. Number
one, the real fear, the one death could not even approach was _________. When the cat
died on Remembrance Day, his ashes then packed into a cheesy pink-posied tin and placed
high upon the mantel, the house seemed so lonely and Aileen began to drink. I called my
mother every Sunday from the silence of my basement apartment, reluctant to tell her how I
yearned to get away from this freezing cold city where even the traffic sounds were
muffled by the snow. There was
something baleful now about the evening. Black
clouds plunged up to the south. The volcanoes
seemed terrifying in the wild sunset. Four
years, almost five, M. Laruelle still felt like a wanderer on another planet. |